i want very much the job of sissy the clean up girl, the wiper of dirt the factotum, go-fer, magnet for abuse i want to buy Your tampons, light cigars, catch ashes listen to complaints belted at my ear hold the tampons warm at my painted fingernails when they're freshly wet with You when You crab, and when You yell i want this wifeliness, oh please .
She understands the need for dirt to begin i lick floor and put items in my mouth the unclean ashtrays, as much doorknob banging my teeth to, and She says hurry up Her specialty boots aren't new they've been around and over and sliding through nature and what nature leaves as it deposits itself Her vocabulary is one of the loo and we usually end there, my tongue so dry from the bootsole, lips bruised by the cock of a heel refreshment by the rogue leash rug-burning to the toilet bowl and Her soup and Her solids Her derisive words and spit .
my correction for wanting Her is to be scolded and smacked my weak hardness goes limp as She has me count out sometimes i cannot walk well enough for a day and half sleep on my gut
rehearing Her words, Her scorn i am full of Herself, in my need for the strength of Her stroke .
She knew i couldn't take ten but i pleaded for ten, and signed a waiver for Her. i felt the damage by three so by four i begged for no more but She kept to Her word intersected my buns with hard lines Her signature lines and i shouted my love .
i saved up for a new city and the chance fell here on Her street with instruments to land blows make me admit what i felt and pay much for the urging on my knees She didn't care i loved Her stokes as they reddened me to take home and think and think and think of Her .